[ The thing is that Zaveid really doesn't want to do this right now. He's definitely used to having his own agenda, and entering a pact with Sorey and Lailah hadn't been a part of it, not really, not even with how much he knew about the history of Shepherds and the way that the world had changed, but he's here now and there's no escaping it... But at the same time there is. He understands, suddenly, bleakly, that soon he might not be a part of their little gaggle of friends anymore because Dezel is back.
Selfishly, he doesn't want to give up his place. In his heart, however, he knows he was just a cheeky, poor man's replacement for what they had all lost together, for the friend they had all been mourning.
Looking down at Edna, he shakes his head and forces his gaze up to the sky. It's not as if he's going to sit here and tell her all of his problems, even if she might get it better than others. They're not best friends and most of the time he's pretty sure she'd rather see him dead than alive... But it's not as if he has anywhere else to go right now. ]
You're just going to break my heart even more, aren't you? I came all this way...
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Selfishly, he doesn't want to give up his place. In his heart, however, he knows he was just a cheeky, poor man's replacement for what they had all lost together, for the friend they had all been mourning.
Looking down at Edna, he shakes his head and forces his gaze up to the sky. It's not as if he's going to sit here and tell her all of his problems, even if she might get it better than others. They're not best friends and most of the time he's pretty sure she'd rather see him dead than alive... But it's not as if he has anywhere else to go right now. ]
You're just going to break my heart even more, aren't you? I came all this way...