But do you have this drink? [ Probably not. His tastes super gross, but he's far past the point of caring. If he shares that strange feeling, that familiarity when he looks at her, he's choosing to ignore it. ]

Extremely. I figured getting piss drunk would help me make sense of all this. It's working so far... sort of. [ No need to make sense of things if you have no sense to start with. ]