[It's definitely like letting the floodgates down. Bit by bit. Felix has a lot of defenses, generally tries to keep people at a comfortable distance because that's what makes sense to him.
But that's not what making out is supposed to entail. It's supposed to be about letting go a little. And after almost four years...
Felix has to admit he missed this. Being touched, touching someone else. He's trying to remind himself that this isn't something that's really his, not absolutely real. But that's getting tougher to remember as the seconds tick by. Felix presses his body a little closer, the hand on Gil's back turning into an arm circling his waist.
The gates give another few inches when he tentatively parts his lips, tongue teasing at Gil's. If they're going to make out, they might as well do it right....? Or something like that.]
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But that's not what making out is supposed to entail. It's supposed to be about letting go a little. And after almost four years...
Felix has to admit he missed this. Being touched, touching someone else. He's trying to remind himself that this isn't something that's really his, not absolutely real. But that's getting tougher to remember as the seconds tick by. Felix presses his body a little closer, the hand on Gil's back turning into an arm circling his waist.
The gates give another few inches when he tentatively parts his lips, tongue teasing at Gil's. If they're going to make out, they might as well do it right....? Or something like that.]